&& im wondering what will happen to us in future.

Sunday, January 14, 2007

My mood : Bored & Helpless
Time & Date : 7.13pm + 14th jan

Hmm.. Friday jasmine's birthday was enjoyable. Alot of ppll came (:
Wheehees ~ xiaohao baobei, ah y, david, peipei, ziying, yy, grace, dylan, tokyo,
big han, hongshun and xiaoru and peiqi was there.
But i just feel that someone is missing beside me enjoying the happiness.
Jasmine had to finish one cup of red wine as tokyo bought two bottle
of wine in. Ahah~ Stupid ah y kept disturb me. GRR~ Went home after
her birthday together with yy. Clean away my make up, Wash up and then
went to bed immediately. Damn tired~ Hmmm.. As for ytd, 9.36am yy woke up
and den we went to my house dwnstairs to smoke. And then she went home.
I went home and then sleep, woke up quite alot of times dreaming abt different
stories of baby. And then at last woke up and my tears jus drop down my face.
Feeling so terrible and lonely, Im wondering wad's he doing in there. GRR~!
Afternoon i went to mit ningjie darling and alicia and yy at lot1. den saw peipei xhao they all (: Yeps. then went down to foodcourt eat together. Alicia took so long to come and when she reached ,, Guess wad. We've already know her pattern. She kept on very shy dont dare to come over. Lols. Hells !
Around ten plus we all went down behind long john. Talk talk slack slack.
Den me and darling chased joey all around! HURR~ He run damn fast man!
Lucky got ah john and david bro help us catch him. Heehees~ !
Then kelly jiejie came :D Hahs! Hmmm.. She came to mit nouvelle. Hais.
Nouvelle was so sad for the whole night. Everyone dunt feel good either.
Hope she'll get over it faster bah (:
Today, mit yy at lot1 around 12 plus as i woke up damn early. HURR~
Den slack, joey came after that . Darling also. Den slack all around.
Today i bought a dress. And a few pens. Ytd i bought a photo album and
make put in alot of pictures of my and baby :D
I hope i can finish it when he's out (: Stay happy always !
After slacking. joslyn jie came too. Den saw bee. Beebee was damn angry today. Dunno why and its betta not to know. Yep.
Going to school tml ler (: So happy. I can keep myself busy to stop thinking of baby.

I still love you, even if you dont.
I love you too much i cant let go.

I walked out from ur heart @ 3:14 AM

Thursday, January 11, 2007

My mood : Boring ( cos its raining )
Time & Date : 3.14pm + 12th jan

Today i didnt go to school. Woke up at 6am by my mum and it was drizzling.
GRRR~ Raining continuosly everyday! Den i took 184 to mit joel & marcus.
Marcus did not reach first. Joel reached first. So me and joel ate breakfast first as marcus was caught in a jam. Hahah :D
Hmm.. After eating, we smoked. Then went to beauty world mac to wait for marcus. Then marcus arrived. Hmm.. Bored lar. Slacking all the way till 1.3opm.
After that we all went home. Prepare to go for jasmine ginna's birthday now. Hehes. Hais. Raining blues ! GRR~ Hate the rain man!
I miss my baby so much lar! ='(
Goodbye everyone ! I have to go (:

Enjoy ur weekend my friends :D
Loves.

I walked out from ur heart @ 11:14 PM

My mood : Boring ( cos its raining )
Time & Date : 3.14pm + 12th jan

I walked out from ur heart @ 11:14 PM

My mood : Boring ( cos its raining )
Time & Date : 3.14pm + 12th jan

I walked out from ur heart @ 11:14 PM

My mood : No words to describe.
Time & date : 5.07pm + 11th jan.

Today school totally scuks man! Left my home at 6.24am this morning.
Took 184 to meet marcus & joel for breakfast at Bukit timah

Ala-meen [ If i didnt spell it wrongly.] Joel was damn late.
So me and marcus order first. We order a cheese prata each. Then i order
a milo dinosaur (: Hehes. Was so delicious! Bleahs.
Then joel came. He ordered a cheese prata too. Then we slacked & talk for
a while before going to school. We were late for school & we did it purposely.
Hahs. When we reached the late coming area in sch, saw Jolene, Leonard, Dominic they all. Hahs. All meet up to go sch late :D Hehes.
Then, a bad news came flying towards us. Our DM, Mr lam came and said

"All the sec3-s are suppose to go up to the hall to see Mr Chow after finish signing our late form. Hmm.. Hells * Once we heard this name Mr Chow,
HURRHURR ~ ATTIRE CHECK! FOR SURE MAN!
Me and Jolene hide to one corner to adjust our blouse and skirt.
I removed my shoelace thats inside my blouse, and then tucked all the way in.
HELLS* When we reached the hall, CB! Mr Chow said Me, Marcus, Jolene, Leonard, Haikal and Benjamin hafta stay back for detention. Diaos ?
I tot i've adjusted my attire? He said Jolene and my fringe was too long!
Walan! Den me and Jolene went down to book shop to buy 2 hairclips each.
He asked us to meet 2pm at the hall after dismissal. Class haven even start yet,
then all these stupid things happen. SO TROUBLESOME !
First lesson social studies. Bored. Maths lesson , our class were SO QUIET ~
for the first time. Only clement ! That talkative shit! kept talking. Hahah.
Chinese lesson, me and leonard fall aslp at the back. Kana called to wake up.
Teehees ~ Last period also social studies. Sian lor. Me, Leonard, Clement
were chit0chatting all the way. We dont care abt the teacher. Hahah !
After sch, serve detention lor. Bored lar. But lucky marcus was there. Hehes.
My good friend :D Erm. after sch, went back home by bus lor. Sians.
Now slacking at home. Lucky dominic gave me one stick. Nicotine level damn low man! Bleahs. I miss my baby lots.

- Should i go back to the old 'him'
Hais. confused now ='(

Everyone study hard (:
You have got a bright future ahead!
SMILES (:

I walked out from ur heart @ 1:07 AM

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

My mood : Disheartening.
Time & date : 7.37pm + 1oth jan

School was bored today. 2hrs of F&n. Mrs vincent Black cat.

GRRRR~!! Hais. Today after school, took cabbie home.
Very bored. Not tired at all. So decide to come out lor.
aiai's phone no money. So difficult to contact her.
Den meet ah y & jasmine go lot1. hmmms.. Slack at lot1.
Den walk walk, Talktalk, Smoke smoke.
Heard some unplesant things again. I must really accept that
my life was meant to be like that. What to do ? Nothing !
There's really NOTHING i could do! Can someone teach me how to
continue living my life? Fcuk man!
Should i give up ? But i really cant let go. He alwaes leave me alone.
Suffering with all these tortures. These is not wad i want!
They almost always picked the best time to drop the worst line.
Baby always make me cry.. Everyday at night.
Hais. Depressed. Really no one to talk to already.
After hearing all those unpleasant things, i went home immediately after
buying my stationaries. When i was on the way home.
I was alone. Though the noise pollution those passer-by made was quiet loud,
but i just feel so quiet in my heart. I feel that i was lonely. Feel that im
always being fooled. The only one i see standing here with me is the only soul within me. I Feel that everyone's actually putting on a fake
mask! I feel like crying. So badly! Really~ GRRRR~!!!
Sigh* Let me accept tht my life is just like that. I dunt wish to bring it up anymore. I'll forget it in a few days (:
Now i reached home ler, Very sad. But kept acting strong.
Hais. Think i should go have a rest after a cool bathe.

Goodnights everyone (:
Smiles.

I walked out from ur heart @ 3:24 AM

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Today went back home after school's dismissal. School wasnt fine today.
I was punished! Together with some other friends because i did not do my

maths homework. *laughs* My teacher treated us as sec1 kids, and demanded

us to do squats for 3o times. HELLS ! hate him man! made my leg muscles

pulling so painfully man, GRRR!!!
Hmmm.. Geog lesson was fine (: Leon, clement was there to be the joker

of the day. TEEEHHEEES ~
Science lesson was damn bored. Think im gonna fail my physics at the end of

the year or even mid-year. LOLS =x was sleeping all the way during science

lesson. Till the last 5 mins. Stupid teacher says those who sleeps will be held

back for detention till 5pm. So, bobian lor.

Finally, the bell goes! Everyone rushed out of the class. (:
Went home immediately. Wow! damn tired man. It's raining! So didnt went

out. Hais. Raining blues ~

If today was few months ago, my baby would be sleeping beside me during

such cold weathers and i would not be having raining blues man!
Hais. Stop thinking about all these GAL !

Be strong . Life still have to go on.

Hmm, tml going to school late. Hahah (: With clement and Leonard.

YAY! (: Update again tonight.

I walked out from ur heart @ 1:44 AM

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Hmmm.. Today i found out something bad. But still, i'll stay calm and listen to explainations.

Fcuk lor! Why should i be a fool instead of a happy gal? So stupid of me.

Anyway, i've got lots of time to waste. Weather isit true or fake, we'll see.

Tml going to school again. Hais. sian today going back to my OLD JAIL ! clementi.

Hahs. Fcuk man. Gonna face my fcuking father! Tmlk morning still must see my bapo form

teacher! Sians ! I miss my baby lotslots.

Live without him seem so difficult! time is ticking so slowly man~`

Hate you but love you more !

I walked out from ur heart @ 2:35 AM

Friday, January 05, 2007

School reopen already. Damn bored!

Everyday slack in class. With my buddy leonard (:

Stupid form teacher! So sick of him kuku face!

Pronounce also dunno how to pronounce properly still wanna teach!

Everyday only go school, meet friends.. Then wait for recess.
After recess wait for dismiss. Kuku principal wan gals to tuck in our
blouse until we see the waistband! NO way man!

Hells! Second day of school kana confiscate my shoelace. Nabeh!

And my stupid social studies teacher! This is wad she told me,

" Anqi, theres 3 things i wanna tok abt you. First is yr hair. Second is ur
blouse. Third is yr skirt! " knn!
Kaobeh so much. hahaha! jolene also kana caught!
Sians. Ytd go school feel so cold. Whole body very hot instead!
Think i've got a fever. Got sorethroat and cough too.
Sians ='( CRYS! My baby nort with me already ='( hais. FCUK!
ytd after school, straight away go home slp. Slpt at 3pm and then woke up
at 12am plus. haha ! 9hrs of sleep !
then ningjie called me dunno wad time. Talk talk talk... She ask me come out.
But i not feeling very well so rejected. Paisehs >.<" But i call xbee to acc
her. Hahahah :D think she enjoyed herself ytd bah (:
Okay ! I'm ending here. So long didnt getta see my fellow sis & bros.

Love & Misses to all (: MUACKS!

I walked out from ur heart @ 7:15 PM

Saturday, December 16, 2006

jus finish busying at home. Clementi (:
Hai. so bored at home. so quiet.
im so troubled now. ARghs.
later miting aiai at 160. slack lor.
jasmine ginna went to malaysia, baby got sumthng else to do.
left me and aiai :D
nvm. we can live on our own lar.
BORED ! BORED ! BORED !
im wondering when this kinda days are gonna end.

Livin my live Deadly&sadly.
Anqies :(

I walked out from ur heart @ 4:01 AM