&& im wondering what will happen to us in future.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

jus now went to weekeonq hse [yy qodbro] ..
hhm. quite fun. mayb can be more fun but cos i dont
know any of them. haha ! ivan veri talkative. LOL
isaac like veri quiet laidat norh. yupps XD
den went to the coffeeshop dwnstairs.
i scold one time vulqar, ivan look at me once.
diaos =_="
AIAI's ISAAC~!! lols!
hahahas !
hais. today didnt meet baby. quarrelled ytd. he KO !
cos drink too much lurh, hais.
two more days to his court date.
realli cant bear cant bear to realli see him qo in laidat.
one by one my frens qoinq in. soon , all will be in lurh.
whie because of title & bros do that ?
heart realli veri pain. veri stress !
many rumours spreadinq around.
many problems runninq throuqh my mind.
realli dunno wad to do . by 31st auqust , my life would
be in a mess i quess.
hais. alwaes quarrell because of stupid thinq.
really veri tired of everithinq. qive me a break man !
holidays cominq. (:
TEEHEES ! XD
nth more to update. moodless ! ='(

I walked out from ur heart @ 2:05 AM

saturday had so much fun whif jolenebabyGOH. haha !
sonia, me, jiayinq, yahui, ninqjie at town.
stupid baby. ask us to shout out birthday sonq to her.
update nxt time (:
takekairse !

I walked out from ur heart @ 12:40 AM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

in school now. stupid jus now teacher ask me close the webbie thats
when im in frenster . diaos ?! i alreadi finish my project alreadi norhs.
so lonq ive nort been usinq com. haha !
hais. worryinq abt dear's reply. and yet, ive qort alot of problems
to be troubled whif. why the fcuk is this qoinq on ?!
my sister quarrelled whif beebee aiai and thats nth that's qotta do whif me
lah ? beebee anqri le den wanna find honqzhao problem ?!
i tried veri veri hard to help. but i quess now nth le bah !
veri irritated jus now. kept on msginq me ! waddahells !
arqhs . veri anqri lah.
dear, im waitinq for ur letter impatiently.
thouqh i noe yr answer would be a disappointment for me. hais.
missinq you lots.

babyanqii (:
loves loves !
24 auq.

I walked out from ur heart @ 10:32 PM

Monday, August 21, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BABY !!

hhm. in school now. finally qet to bloq.
hhm, nothinq much. my days briqhtens up since
17 auqust (:
teehees . ytd stupid xiaofenq forqot to call me
wake up. late for school ! arqhs. lucky xhao baobei
call me. but still , im late. so slack at lot for a while norh.
yupps ; ytd went chalet as well. its baby's chalet.
went dere whif xhao baobei. dylan qor. euqene didi.
haikal. and rayhan. hhms. saw baby (:
happy happy.
today is his birthday ! muack !

I walked out from ur heart @ 5:45 PM

Monday, August 07, 2006

jus wanna spill out everithinq here.
hais ='(
today many sad thinqs happened.
hhm. went to sch as usual. nth much happened
in sch norh. marcus didnt come.
was so bored in class lah. arqhs.
went hme at 2.15pm.
dunno wanna qo sch tmr norts.
national day celebration onli.
hais. when im on the way hme, peiqi called
me. sayinq that my precious baby & davidbro
kana brouqht back by those fcukinq doqs !
my heart dropped. i didnt believe at first.
cos baby msqed me when im in class ='(
he asked me to qo lot1 fasterfaster.
when i tried to rush, i heard this piece of sad news.
i knew i couldnt do anythinq. was cryinq at hme.
after i bathe, make up, i went to 3o7 to mit weilun qor,
beebee aiai, cyn. hais ='(
i`ve tried to be a stronq qirl by nort drippinq any tears
when im outside. and i did it. but my heart was lyk
so down. hais ='(
my baby was still talkinq to me ytd. hais.
realli dunno how to describe my fcukinq feelinqs now.
i jus noe that im so sad. so so so sad. so dwn.
david was still msqinq me in the morninq ='(
waddahells * its so heartpain to hear that they`re inside.
wad to do? cant do anithinq.
when i reached, peiqi still tell me, when they sanq sonqs at
kbox, baby shouted " BABY " !! arqhs !
fcukfcukfcuk. fcuk the law && fcuk it all ~!!
you told me you miss me miserably. i dowan you to miss
me miserably. i wan you to tink of me happily. realli miss those
memories toqether. i wanna hear the cute baby callinq me
baby. that day when you brouqht me to the doctor. when im
sick , when you qave me comfort.

i still love you
even if you dont.
i love you so much
i cant let qo.
i love you im faithful.
i love you too much
i didnt cared how you feel`
you were the best thinq that
happened to me.
i did nothinq wronq why did you
let qo. left me here waitinq
all alone.

i nvr wanna say qdbye.
nvr wanna see you cry.
nvr wanna hold you back animore.
and i jus wanna let you noe that you dont hafta qo.
how can i eva forqet the way you touched me,
hold me, kiss me tenderly. whie did you turn yr
back on me? you noe i need you do bad baby.
all that i can see standinq here whif me
is onli the onli soul within me.
you almost always pick the best time.
to drop the worse line.
you alwaes make me cry,
everiday at niqht.

den they celebrated niv birthday at a
blk dwnstairs. hais ='(
its suppose to be a happy one whif their boss
at kbox. whie did it turn out this way ?
nobodi knows. no one expects !
elson, baobei, shaun, daotonq, ah han,
nic, hai qui , his qal was havinq a qreat smile
i quess i smiled too.
but it was all fakesmiles that i qave.
the sadness jus cant fade away.
the memories whif baby && david is rewindinq in
my mind. to and fro. hais. ='(
tink this is the onli words that can describe my feelinqs
now. fcukup life. so screwdup !
aniway, jus pray that they`ll be okay.
may qod bless them !
missinq them lots, in the name of baby.
XDD tryinq veri hard to cheer myself up.
quarrelled whif baobei also.
dunno wads up lah ! fcukfcukfcuk.
alreadi so stress up. but yet. hais !='(

I walked out from ur heart @ 5:29 AM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

jus browse throuqh my folder (:
saw some old pics (:

me and xiaohao baobei qor.

qrace nd me (:

danny and william (:

me whif all my sisters (:
durinq my birthday celebration XD
teehees ! happy memories.

the day out at far east XD

the cutest couple (:
my future husband to be (:

jeffreyqohwenshuo + chuaanqi.

jus finish bathinq. reach hme around 9.1opm jus now.
stupid father ! come hme alreadi kaobeh kaobu.
ask me remove make up , qo bathe den qo slp.
who cares abt him man ! aniway, he also nort at hme
le (: hhm. today woke up around 1o plus.
baobei woke me up lah ! DIAOS =_="
ytd wait for his call until slp. muahahahas =pPp
veri veri tired mah. den he tot i qo ktv.
haha. BAICHHI :DDD
den today woke up he say i tio spot. wake up earli
also cnt ? aniway is baobei ownself woke me up de
lorh. and im mitinq qrace at lot at 1.oopm at lot.
but she haven wake up . den darlinq call me. ask me qo
mit her at lot at 1.3opm. i reached lot around 1.2opm+
she still say i late. DIAOS =_=" is she reach earli norh.
when im on the way to lot, met jiajinq at juronq mrt.
haha ! he've chanqed alot lorh. haha XD
he say ive qrown tall (: FIRST TIME !! pple say i qrown taller.
teehees xD den baobei so stupid. say he acc his mum qo
market. den ask me i wan smoke or nort.
den he call me say he ask dylan pass me ciqs at 1st storey.
ask me qo dwn. when i qo dwn saw baobei lah ! RETARDED !!!!
den he saw his two frens. his frens tot i his stead ! MORE RETARDED.
den after smoke , went up norh. yupp;
den slack whole day at lot.
baby actually cominq de. but in the end nvr.
actually i qoinq to see SWEET* put tattoo . but at last nvr qo.
baby say he veri sian dont feel lyk qoinq. den he stayed at tw hme.
actualy i qoinq over to take smth from him. but at last didnt qo.
hais. so sian whole day at lot dunno do wad.
den went dwn to suqarcane . baby ask me qo batok ?!
diaos =_=" its lyk so late le ??!! and even say he qib me
cab fare hme . but i dowan. den D**** actually cominq.
but cos he and darlinq quarrell so at last he acc baby norh.
yupp ; den went behind lonq john. smoke whif
peipei sister (: jasmine dinqdinq. ninqjie darlinq . peiqi sister.
SO HAPPY to see all my sisters. but nort all turn up today.
xueqi honey laoqonq didnt come. everiday pei qinqshun durhs.
den aiai went to pei SWEET* and weilun put tattoo.
after that i went hme norh. sucha borinq day. XD
tmr nort cominq out :DD stay at hme be quai kia.
if nort confirm kana naqqed by mother durh.
so i auto stay at hme. she confirm shocked den. HAHAHA =pPp
nth more to write . XD

qdnite to everione (:
muackmuacks. XD slp tiqht.
tmr wake up earli. qo sch.
tiredtiredtireds*

anqii (:

I walked out from ur heart @ 7:00 AM

Saturday, August 05, 2006

darlinq , if you tink that i really believe beebee.
den i also qort nothinq to say lurhs.
you shud noe im alwaes behind you de.
no matter wad you said abt me. i alwaes treat it
as i nvr hear or i'll qo confront you ryt?
but everitime when you told me you didnt say
that. i'll believe you. didnt i ?!
den whie are you suspectinq my trust for you.
if everione leaves you. i wont'
we're toqether foreva okays XD
see yah ! PIG ! everitime slp.

I walked out from ur heart @ 8:18 AM

erhs. came to bloq here.
jus reached hme. haha :DD
erh. my baobei asked me to bloq.
diaos =_=" he veri kaypo !
dunno where he qoinq later leh ?!
ytd after sch. went hme.
packed baq. brinq clothes. went to
lot find my baobei , elson , aiai !
yuppyupp; lied to my mum sayinq that
i`ve qort a camp. haha !
ytd ton whif quozhonq ahqurl. elson ohoh.
baobei. playqirl aiai YY jiejie.
LOLS =x veri fun norh. stupid ahqurl kept on
usinq the computer lahs !!
den we went out around 3 mid to eat.
cos veri hunqry. but when i reached there ,
felt so full. cos of the food smell dere.
STUPID lah. baobei's hse there so many DOGS !
knn. all damn scary ! bark so loud !
hahaha ! elson ohoh veri funni.
ytd was the VERY first time he treat me so qd norh.
nvr scold me or say me. still paly whif me.
hahahaha ! diaos =_="
today he still help me take my baq =pPp
ytd quozhonq ahqurl piqqybaq me a short while to
baobei hse. hm. elson ohoh kept on di siao aiai.
make her damn irritated. but at last still a fun day .
cos theres no conflicts mah XD
today stupid elson use his STUPID head to banq onto
my head ! fcukinq pain lah ! knn.
then i wanna take pillow beat him he kept on sayinq
sorry. hahahahah :DDD
erh. nth much liao norh. today went to lot ?
den slack slack slack onli norh. veri anqri whif someone.
HAHAHA =p
den went to one4five. baby say he at lot.
den went to lot a while find weilun qorqor whif aiai & jeannete.
LOL =x baby called me " B-A-B-Y ~ !! "
but like enqsiew onli nah. we`re lyk normal fren norh (:
at least we're still frens :DD
den went back to yewtee house to take my biq baq,
and went back to lot. aiai wanna mit me.
den walkinq to kbox toilet, baby talkinq to the kbox people.
then he make me head ! yy aiai dulan =Ppp
after smokinq, baobei came i tinked, yupp ;
den a while qo hme lurh norh . HAHAHAHA :DDD
enjoyed my CAMP ! LOLS !

I walked out from ur heart @ 7:18 AM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

hhm . today went to lot.
wait for baobei so lonq lorh.
damn dulan.
slack at lot whif ahhan , wilson, wenhui,
ah john, quozhonq. laidat norh.
den waited for baobei.
den he came around 6 plus. haha
i bluff him i qoinq hme.
diaos =_=" den went arcade.
stupid kiki , ahjohn & xiaohao !
three pple pull me ! TORTURE !!!
teeheees xD today veri happy (:
received dear's letter aqain ?
so fast norh ! he wrote it on 29 july ?!
diaos. few days onli nehx. haha !

dear wrote this :
to my dearest laopo,
dear im fine inside. friends so many (: today receieved yr letter,
very happy sia, today also first time yr sister kaixin write to me, she say she still fine outside, dear how are you outside le. david help you unbaned from lot so qood dear. outside must quaiquai hor, i'm qlad to hear that you seldom pontant le. this is my 8th letter to you le. plus QRP de altoqether 1o letter, if you receieved less than 1o means some qet rejected, because i cannort write your korkor name in the letter. will kanna reject, haiz sian sia, just finished my lunch, dear i at inside eat alot le, one day eat about 2o piece of bread =) many hor, Bobian i wan biq size ma =) you outside qot eat many many ma, so thin le still wan jian fei haiz yo, you so thin thats y you play the super top dancer will whole body blue black la =) dear i miss the days we spent toqether lehz, dear tell you somethinq important, mayb you can come visit me lehz, i tryinq my best to talk to the staff here lo, realli miss you like siao liao, dear i now tryinq my best to qo for schoolinq, hope can lo, you must study hard hor, dear if my request is qranted, you can come around october 2oo6, laopo don't worry i will not fiqht de, i say october 07 means oct 07, i won't tamba de, 18 mth of loneliness for you and me, is enouqh le, i realised my mistake and for your sake i`ll chanqe, really love you alot lehz, haiz, 18mth toqether, this will be the last one, when i`m out i`ll make sure you will be the happiest princess on earth, i wont let you feel lonely anymore, hope you son't break your promise, the main reason why i wan you to be clean till i'm out is because i dowan a 2nd hand laopo, you sent me the picture the staff will keep but sometimes can take a look at my beautiful laopo. dear you always at teckwhye do wat. i very jealous sia, see my friend wan release, haiz laopo without you in my life, i really dunnoe how to carry on, ur always there to encouraqe me, i really love you alot laopo, i inside finqernails lonq le must cut myself haiz cut le also not nice de, dear everytime i eat apple i will think of you, when i pei you qo fairprice buy sushi, all those memories will be back in october 2oo7, i`ll treat you million times better de, i miss you. wow dear, you still remember last year june, i and they all play the super top dancer ar ? haha fun hor, den that time you still qd qirl, never smoke, now lehz, haizyo " AHLIAN", dear no matter where you qo, or what happen to you or me, you must be stronq, don rely on others le, trust nobody, i really worry for you alot lehz, laopo i`ll be by ur side for the rest of my life, after this stupid 18mths, dear, really hope you can wait till october 07, i`ll make you my wife, you are the only qirl that is suitable to be my wife, i wanna marry you too. i want you to cook many many marcoroni for me, cut my finqernails, wash my clothes, iron my clothes, jus like my wife, nothinq can stop me from lovinq you, but i can't force you ti love me. i love you this lifetime. dear you must be patient waitinq for my letters , sometimes slow , sometimes fast, but i`ll rite all my letter to you de fanq xinq. dear you outside quai hor, don let yr dear worry for you, take qood care of urself, realli need you alot sia, anqi da ren, without you i`m qoinq crazy, i at inside use exercise to de-stress. feelinqs for you will never fade, when i`m out, i`ll work extra hard to support you and i`ll never ever let you feel lonely anymore, just try ur best to wait, as lonq as you happi, im happy too. really afraid that you will take the wronq step forward and reqrat for ever, think before you do. don't let anybody take advantaqe on you, and don't do thinqs that dui bu qi wo hor. i trust you alot but dont disappoint me. i will rite full full de. dear help me send reqards to all my bro and send reqards to david, tell him thanks for takinq care of you. and tell qerald tell him we all miss him, and wan to qo sentosa with him when we`re out =) dear still remember that time we qo swimminq at cck swimminq complex ? i piqqyback you. so fun man, haiz really miss those memories we had, laopo i somfirm wont fiqht de. you dont worry abt me. jus concentrade on yr studies, i can't afford to lose you, my heart belonqs to you, i rite this letter on 29 july dunnoe when den you`ll receive, dear i`ll behave myself de, hope you qo to sch everiday, and don't qo home so late hor, ghost festival cominq le hor, you qo home late not sscared mehz, ur house there de lift so eerie le, qo home early hor, dear wo hen xianq ni le, i still have about 14 mths more to qo sia, will you really wait for the day when i can come out? one day i`ll make you my wife, believe me, dunnoe wad to rite leut i will rite full full de, anqi jeffrey hen ai hen ai ni, ni noe ma? dear dunnoe whether ur parents or mayb you, will accept me as ur husband =) i`ll always love, care, worry and miss you, everyday and niqht, i`ll be out soon, jus tolerate the pain, sadness, and lonliness, i`ll soon be out to meant back all those scars. i love you 4 ever i realli meant it, take care cos i care. wo , wu wen shuo ai cai an qi yi bei zi, anwenqishuo A.L.A.P ! muackss !

ended (:
hhm. im veriveri happy. teehees XD
dear veri wuxim. he kept on tryinq to
talk to the staff. jus to see me.
hhm. really felt so quilty. didnt behave myself
outside. i`ll really try to chanqe !
ANWENQISHUO ! muackss.

qoinq to bed soon lurh.
niqhts everione (:

I walked out from ur heart @ 6:17 AM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

hhm. i miss YOU*
miss me okays XD
muacks !
one day of nort seeinq you is like
one year of nort seeinq you.
AINI`

I walked out from ur heart @ 5:57 AM

ban la ban la ban la !
i didnt start all those scoldinqs first lorh !
make thinqs clear first.

I walked out from ur heart @ 2:54 AM

beibei darlinq ,

i now you cant forqet him easily.
like i said , all these takes time.
if you really wanna forqet, forqet it all !
dont leave any lil drop of memories in yr
mind okays. but of you really cant do it.
continue waitinq. i`ll be supportinq you durh.
yah. we`re livinq our own life. be ourself for
who we are. we shouldnt chanqe for ppl.
the way we dress is our own probs. they wanna
comment. ask them comment on themselve first.
they wanna say we lork jus say norh.
as we`re clear, wad are we scared abt ?
rumours ? aiyah. even if there's rumours, also a while
only . people also will tired one mah. wait till they
ownsel kana their rumours liao then they`ll understand
our feelinq. the way qirls dress is not lork lorh.
arbo they expect us wearinq a t shirt and bb short arhs ?!
SIAOS ! thats totally out man ! omq !
dont make me puke. ahahas.
as for bee , i tink its betta to let nature take the course lorh.
see when he`ll forqib you. slowly will de lah.
den abt that quy. let him spread wad he wanna spread bah.
he once dote you so much you shouldnt hate him.
mayb theres misunderstandinq between you and that quy.
im sure when he calms down he`ll listen to yr explaination.
dont worry so much okays ! XD

I walked out from ur heart @ 2:30 AM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

today went to sch norh .
veri tired. hahaha :DD
VERY VERY TIRED !
ytd talk to my baobei till veri veri lonq.
my mummy & daddy didnt come hme.
i tink they quarrelled bahs.
i qort my whole freedom at hme.
but stupid ! qort my stupid qrandmother!
knn =x
arqhs ~`!! nvmnvm. ytd nice chat norh.
veri funny lah baobei. hahaha ! DIAOS =_="
FCUK ,, my dad jus came hme. okok.
continue whif wad i said. hhm .
chat till veri lonq le. i look at my hp !
its only 1 plus norh ! hahahaha ! talk until
two plus den i tired ler, so i went to slp norh.
baobei also went back to slp !
KAOBEH LAH MY MOTHER & FATHER !
knn. behind me ! kaobeh so much !
cheebye. hope my father qo out banq by car.
knn. if i`d noe earlier , i would have qo out !
DOWAN STAY AT HOME !!!! SO SIAN !
SEE HIS FCUKING FACE ! that fcukinq bastard !
hope he qort aids faster die lah ! dont come hme la !
qo find his other qirl lah. come hme kaobeh kaobu.
not fit to be my father. cheebye !
after sch ,, now at hme lah ~``
nt qoinq out ! dowan play com le lah ,,
at livinq room still must see his face !
betta qo inside the room !

I walked out from ur heart @ 11:56 PM

well , sumthnq bad happened aqain?
waddahells . i jus off my com.
hafta on it aqain. fcuk la.
cos someone baotoh to another person.
say i put his name here.
so hafta delete away.
anyway , forqet it. it isnt a biq matter too!
at most nxt tym dont write his name lah.
no need talk until so fierce riqhts.
diaos =_="
wanna slp liao lah ! dont MAKE my day BAD !
fcuk off !

I walked out from ur heart @ 7:25 AM

waddahells ?! darlinq tot i ........... to ...... ?!
fcuk lorh ,, whie is these rumours spreadinq
around ?! EXCUSE ME LAH ! im still clean ok !
hahah ! darlinq you retarded, david too naive.
he dont noe me well so he tot i .... lorh ,,
diaos =_=" i qort no comments lah ,, cos its rumours.
its laidat one lah. pple like to talk let them talk lorh.
or else i ask them qo hospital whif me check lah ,
BET one thousand dollar lorh ! hahah !
hhm ,, today whole day moodless lorh. went to lot
actually meet xiaohao baobei durh. budden ,
qort smth on. so he went off. and i duno whie beebee aiai
anqri whif me lah ?! i also nvr do him anqri ?!
cant be bothered too. cos i`ve did nth wronq rytes ?!
den went all around walkinq ,, slackinq whif huiyi .
den my dearest playqirl YY jiejie came :DDDD
den we went walkinq ,, chattinq. she share her happiness
whif me. and im happy for her too XD
but as for me ,, im sad ?! so she also lend a listeninq ear&
console me. den we walk walk ,, LOT 1 IS SO BORING LA!
didnt even see one soul lorh ! hahah !
no mroe pple le ,, qo le also scared arh . tmr not cominq out
le , come out also no yi yi . XD
after that we both veri sian , den i say qo hme norh ,
we went different ways , i took 19o to panjanq to wait for 184 ,
den reached panjanq. called qraace to chat ,,
NICOTINE LEVEL LOW !!!! den went all th way back to CC aqain?
diaos =_=" i nth to do le. bleahs =pPp
den reached dere , smokysmoky , den i msq baobei . miss him miss him. hahahhas :DD den he ask me qo one6zero. hhm ,, surprised ?
shocked that someone who lies to me was dere ?!!
LOLS ,, nvm . i saw xiaohao baobei , elson ohoh , quozhonq qurl ,
weilun qorqor ,, den i veri happy ! was so deliqhted !
we joked around. they so funny (: i also felt veri happy.
den waited for my DA XIAO JIE darlinq ! knn !
fcukinq lonq lahs ?! hhm ,, darlinq's life is like mine alreadi.
slowly slowly our life has become so screwd up ?
she`ve qort lots of prob . i hab mine too .
hhm ,, den a while ,, i play whif hiaohiao baobei & weilun qorqor
dey all den went hme lurh. STUPID lah , elson make my
bracelet spoil ,, nvm . find one day qo buy another one aqain !
hahahahha XD sians sia. now at hme. FINNALY!
i realised how important my house is !
a comfortable place where i can slp anywhere ?!
my room ,, my sofa ?! my toilet ? hahaha JOKIN lahs ,,
but sumthnq cropped up my mind ,
my family qort some probs ,, not able to say here.
PRIVATE & CONFIDENTIAL !

msq to my darlinq . [beibei]
beibei darlinq , you dont worry .
dont run away from yr probs .
you love him ,, you dont hate him.
its jus that you dunno how to cope
with yr feelinqs unless you fell for another
quy. dont keep yrself alone at hme.
come out. talk & play ,,
you`ll feel betta. really . i`ll be dere for you
when you need me. if sometimes i also no mood ,
den bobian norh =pPp haha !
i noe how you feel now. its lyk
you dunno how to face the TWO* of them
one is because of that day. another is because of
yr feelinqs . you`re confused . and sad that he
iqnored you. you wished that he`ll be dere whif you aqain
like how you quys did riqht?
dont worry too much , let nature take the course.
like wad i`ve told you, we shouldnt let quys defeat
us so easily . dere`re many more quys betta outside.
qet over HIM* like how you qet over yanq.
believe me, trust me, you can do it.
and me & that quy is only frens le .
jus for yr infomation okay. anythinq ,, jus call me,
my hp 24 hr on . but see whether you can bomb me
wake up in the middle of the niqht or not norh , BLEAHS !

love ya beibei !
enen & beibei ` DARLINGS FOR LYFE *
fcuky LIFE ,, screwd uplife enen ;
mrsqoh.
dinqdinq tonq forever.

ps to everione : cherish the peeps by yr side before they leave you,
once they leave ,, you`ll reqret . dont say you wont ! at least in yr heart ,, you WILL feel a lil of reqrats ! so cherish everione whos by yr side.
dont lie to yr frens cos you miqht nvr noe will they leave you or not.
its betta to admit yrself than to let yr frens find out.
once they left , you miqht be lost , they miqht turn back , but thinqs miqht not qo to the past like how close you all can be (: MY ADVICE TO EVERYONE :DD

my horoscope for today : Don't be surprised if your curiosity gets the better of your sense of propriety now.

There are going to be a lot of messages coming at you today -- and many include some interesting ideas. Your brain is getting extremely hungry for stimulation right now, so don't be surprised if your curiosity gets the better of your sense of propriety. But don't let other people's expectations or hang ups get in the way of you feeding your mind and seeking inspiration. Delve into the issues that interest you most now. Phone calls, emails and face to face meetings need to start happening.

I walked out from ur heart @ 5:34 AM