&& im wondering what will happen to us in future.

Monday, July 31, 2006

talked to my sillyboi jus now.
jasonjason. muahahahs ,,
hesuddenly msqed me ?! diaos .
den called me.
chatted . veri fun. ahah !
he damn funny. lols .
he said he saw me that day when i
qo westwood sec. DIAOS =_="
hhm ,, babybaby [CBT] dunt sad lurh ,
i`ll be there quietly by yr side.
even if you need someone ,,
i`ll be riqht beside you ,, quietly .
jus beside you,, i wont talk or disturb you.
i wont be yr listeninq ear cos i noe you
keep all yr troubles only to yrself.
or i`ll lend you a shoulder to lie on ,
cos i noe you wunt shed a tear !
muackies.

I walked out from ur heart @ 6:52 AM

today i can say im a independant qurl bahs ,
stay at hme alone.
none of my sisters or bros or people i need are
not whif me. so wad can i do but to cry alone ?
hais. really dunno wad im doinq. wad im thinkinq.
havinq menstruation. stomach hurts alot.
my fever hasnt qone dwn. really need someone
to rely on now. but yet im all alone.
sometinq happened to darlinq. but its related to
the one i hate. quess i cant help much too. later PEOPLE
say i kaypo. i jus hope that nth will happen to darlinq
bah , thouqh i wunt be happy from today onwards ,
but i`ll try to find my happiness alone. no matter
how hard , by hook or by crook, i`ll be happy. and I WANNA
be happy ! i hate to be sad . i dunt wanna be sad.
tmr qoinq to sch , after sch ,, cominq hme. wunt be
qoinq out lurh . MIA for some time bahs .
miss my baobei xiaohao , my qanlaoqonq tianhua,
my aiai. my darlinq. my dinqdinq. and all my sisters !
i miss weilun qorqor , willy , melvin , wenhui , qrace.
i miss everione . I MISSS MY DEAREST LAOGONG
JEFFREYGOHWENSHUO !
my nicotine level is so low !! arqhs .
waddahells , lucky my parents qo out le ,
my jiejie qurt ciqarettes (: teehees XD
hhm ,, im qonna chanqe my password soon.
=') bored lahs ,, jus received a call from elson ?
waddaFCUK is he doinq ?! he & quozhonq beat
joel ?! WALAO! damn dulan whif them lahs ..
forqet it ! moodless day today.
nice sonqs : lian ren wei man [S.H.E] , ni dao di ai shui ,
MEI YOU REN KE YI JIAO NI BAO BEI , bie shuo wo
de yan lei ni wu suo wei , ni hai ai wo ma , quan huai fanq
shi , denq dai.

I walked out from ur heart @ 2:35 AM

knn.
no mood to qo out lah.
cheebye ! slackinq all day at hme norhs.
hais ='(
feel so fcukinq sad.
feel like cryinq.
AGAIN ?
whie happy thinqs alwaes come first?
den bad thinqs come. HAIS ='(
but i`d alwaes tell myself to be stronq de.
talkinq to qrace now. jus reach hme from
sch . not qoinq out this time round ! really !
='( SAD SAD !
anqry also ! ARGHS ! received bad news !
whie alwaes when im in sch ,, i received bad news,
when i need a shoulder to cry on !
my aiai's not whif me ! FCUK it all OFFF !!!!!!!!!
I HATE ME FCUKING FATHER !
he's a bloodddddddy arrrrssssseee ! he sux sux sux sux !
same like another quy !

sometimes i dont wanna see you,
the fact that i see you,
you didnt see me !

messaqe to qurls .
qood quys are :
- quys who cares alot for you [ not fake care , they miqht be actinq up a show in front of you , so be EXTRA careful ]
- quys who qives in everythinq to you
- quys who can qive up his own life because of you
- quys who DOESNT FLIRT around
- quys who are there from you when you need them
- quys who DONT lie to you !
- quys who doesnt spend qurls money. [ unless really urqent ]
- quys who dont take yr PRECIOUS thinq away !
- quy who DONT slp whif many qurls .
- quys who rmb yr birthday , the memories you had toqether !
- quys who rmb yr qd points NOT yr bad point !!!!!!

anqii # .
copirited !

I walked out from ur heart @ 12:10 AM

Sunday, July 30, 2006

hhms , today woke up ,, reply deardear's letter lorhs ,,
wrote two lonq paqes of letter to him .
so touched of his letter (:
he`s the only one who`s so understandinq norhs ,
hhm . after writtinq ,, qrace called me ,,
den i went to bathe , after that i chanqed ,, make up
den went to lot1 . so sians .
den saw xiaohei , smoke lurh , den slack lorhs
a while qo find baby .
den went back to lot 1 meet marcus , joel , peizhen ,
hweelinq baobei. hahahha ! we played super top dancer.
today ;ast day lurh . so sad ='( ARGHS !
but at least we still qurt play lahs (: teehees .
teenaqes jus love to waste money on stupid thinqs.
bleahs . hais . SIANS !
when i was abt to qo ,, baby say he reachinq. DIAOS =_="
so cnt mit norh ,, now at hme lurh . nth to do.
tmr qoinq sch. sians ! tired. GIDDY !
fivefivefive (: MUACKES!
niqhts everione (:

I walked out from ur heart @ 6:43 AM

Saturday, July 29, 2006

kiss on the ear
"i'm horny"

*kiss on the cheek
"we're friends"

*kiss on the hand
"i adore you"

*kiss on the neck
"we belong together"

*kiss on the shoulder
"i want you"

*kiss on the lips
"i loveyou" or "iwant you"

*holding hands
"we can learn to love each other"

*a wink
"Let's get it on"

*slap on the butt
"you`re mine"

*playing with the ear
"i can't live without you"

*holding on tight"
don't let go"

*looking into each other's eyes
"let's get romantic"

*playing with hair on head
"tell meyou loveme"

*arms around the waist
"i love you too much to let go"

*laughing while kissing
"i am completly comfortable w/you"-

I walked out from ur heart @ 8:41 AM

SICKSICKSICK ='(
fcukinq xinqku lor. knn =x
ytd in sch felt a lil sick. but not veri sick lah.
den went hme bathe , qo out. den at niqht ,
i felt a bit cold but i touch my forehead , neck.
i was so hot ! arqhs . den went hme norh !
waddahells ? actually runninq out durh . but i fell
asleep. really veri xinqku. used 3 blackets lah ?
really veriveri sick lor. den i took the initiative to
msq someone ? haha ! quess my sickness make me MAD !
haha ! diaos. today morninq woke up baby brinq me qo
see doctor (: stupid qrace lah ! wait for her sister so lonq.
den after i see doctor , rain ! veri heavily !! waddahell !?
i veri veri veri fcukinq cold alreadi norh ! nabeh !
still rain ! knn. veri xinqku lorh . den after a while ,
i met aiai . felt better abit lurh. mayb cos i saw her bah ?!
LOL =x no lah , cos i took my medicine lurh , so my
fever qone dwn lorh (: yupp ; den after that went to lot1
whif aiai . haohao baobei also there. whif qerald , elson ohoh ,
they all lorh ! hhm . veri bored lah . wait wait wait . KNN !
at last tell me nvr come lot1 ! damn dulan . but at last still
called .... ask .... where is .. ! hhm . den jus reached hme norh !
qurt a feelinq that i`ll received dear's letter ! MUAHAAHHA !
REALLY REALLY received lorh ! DIAOS =_="

dear wrote this :
laopo da ren ,
dear arh, this is my 7th letter to you le, and i received about 6o over of yr letters =) so how's life outside, veri happi to know that you never pontant le. you outside must try ur best to concentrate on your studies, cannot qo lot1 also nevermind ma, still qot alot places can qo ma =) sian, i inside eat , sleep, missinq you, waitinq for ur letters, play basketball lo. very sian sia, dear, you wait for a few more months, MAYBE can see me at around october 2oo6 =), maybe only i'm still tryinq my best, u horz, outside quai yi dian la, i few days aqo received some letters from others tellinq me that you outside very nauqhty, drink beer la, very stubborn la, doinq thinqs that i don't like la, haizz, dear i really don wish you turn bad, i feel so useless when ppl tell me my laopo this& that, hope u`ll chanqe, it's because of me, than you will become like today, really hope you realised ur mistake, and don do it aqain.
dear , realli hope taht you "wont qet drunk when i'm not around" dear you my laopo lehz, you outside, i inside, u druk how? who to take care of you, anythinq happen to you how? DEAR i realli worried alot for you, hope u`ll listen to me, play but have ur limits, i read ur letter, heard that you vomited abt 6 times, my heart realli hurts alot, dear at least tink about me, before you do anythinq, remember "don qet drunk when i'm not around" dear really sorry for makinq you suffer, i know that i'm wronq. But i need you to be stronq, there's no qrills or walls, that could make me spirit falls and theres no cell or dorm that can stop my love from qoinq on, Althouqh i may not be there, but in my heart i always care. theres never a day, i let you fade away, i love you dear, theres only you in my heart and i hope we`ll never part, at niqht when i close my eyes and recall back, those time we`re toqether, i can't 4qet, you were always there when i'm stress, you were also there when i'm sad, you've always tried ur veri best to prevent me from turninq bad, But aqain and aqain i`ve make you sad, doinq thinqs that you never expect. But now with you by my side, i will keep those promises i`ve promised u. dear i really miss you alot lehz, anqi, wenshuo zhen de hen xianq ni !!! dear we all fine inside, some of us qot fiqht but never tamba, dear i never fiqht horz, really really, you must trust me, if anythinq happen to me, i will tell you de , promise , i wont lie to you de, hope you won't lie to me also, Dear i really trust you alot, hope you won't disappoint me, i inside qood lo, so many friends inside , you de chi , you de shui, not bad lo =) But without you i really can't qo on, as now i`m writtinq this letter, i also veri sad, jus hope that "you won't qet drunk when i'm not around" WOW, dear you qot new friend arh, what brenda and what natasha =) i've received the birthday card le, Veri happy sia =) and ur photo and many of urs letter. i received the birthday card on 15th july. Very happy sia, dear i miss you alot lehz, HOW !!! dear you dream that i qot homeleave then don't care about you izzit, i pormise when i qo out i`ll treat you million times better, and pampers you like how i treat my most precious person in my life. Study hard. dear you last time never cherish me, qive me attitude, scold me , i also don't mind, Because i really love you alot, i`ve always try my very best to tolerate your princess attitude, just to wish that our relationship will last lonqer, when i`m out, i`ll try my best to make you the happiest person on earth, and meant back all those scars, left in ur heart, no one can ever replace ur place in my heart, i meant it. times past so fast , we toqether for 8 months le, theres so much ups and downs, and i`m qlad that ur still with me, must rmb you still have a ai ni de laoqonq in rtc, so behave well, i love you my dear. be patient waitinq for my letters, sometimes slow , sometimes fast, but i`ll rite to you de, won't write to other qal la, Siao, i also tionq xim you lehz =) dear, in jus a few months , i`ve chanqe alot , in size =) and in brain, i become more clever le hor, and my enqlish also very tok konq hor =) but chinese die lo, really very xinqku cannot see ur beautiful face, for so lonq, haiz ya, i very wuxim horz, rite so lonq and nice, hand very cramp lehz, but for your sake, hand cramp also nvm la, one month rite 2 time nia, DEAr I WONT FIGHT de, don worry, i won't tamba de, wont let you wait so lonq de, i miss you dear, you sent me the picture , the staff will keep. but i can qo take a look sometimes de lo, remeber what you promised me hor, MUST be "clean" till i'm out hor, i don wan 2nd laopo, don break those promise you promised me, i`m proud to have you by my side, supportinq me, care for me, and stop me from doinq case. only you can stop me from doinq case. even my family members also cannot. in ur next letter , tell me exactly how you qot banned from lot1 and who baned you. need any help ask me sister and johnson ok.. and tell elson they all thanks for the birthday card i miss them too, dear hope you`ll be loyal waitinq for me, 18th months will past, jus tolerate the pain for the time beinq, i will be out soon. thanks for the exercise book, i qo out pay you back =), ur pocket money is for you to buy thinq eat, not buy thinq for me, don waste ur money for me le, remember what i told you? i will never use ur money de.. i already very quilty le, come in, throw you alone outside, it's enouqh le, i`ll qive you thousand times better of happiness when i`m out, shi ni de jiu shi ni de, bu shi ni de jiu bu shi ni de. i want ni shi wo de forever =) try ur best to wait. take care of urself, cos i really care for you. "wenshuo ai anqi yi bei zi" muacksss. nothinq qonna chanqe my love for you my dear princess.
from : anWENqiSHUO
a.l.a.p

lols ! happy after readinq it. but my fever like cominq back aqain lurh ?
feelinq damn cold now. FCUK !
forqot to take my medicine siahs ! waddafcuk lah !
knn ! hhm , endinq here, takinq my medicine den let my
sis use com lurh (:
niqhts everione. missinq you !!!! muacks !
thnks for today (:

I walked out from ur heart @ 7:27 AM

Thursday, July 27, 2006

today was fcukinq bored lahs ?!
went to sch late =x
cos i went to beauty world eat breakfast whif
joel . muahahas (:
reached sch , hafta clean the damn canteen.
but i was playinq . haha ! whif joey .
lynette & cherrie also came late (:
we all cleaned && play whif the water & soap;
LOLS =x 9.oo went baq to class norhs .
enqlish period. den form teacher asked me wad happen
to me . haha ! LOLS ! i said nothinq .
she say dont make it [cominq late] as my habit.
i said ok . YAY :DDD this week i went to sch everiday.
quai hurrs ?! reached class realised that natasha didnt
come . diaos =_=" marcus leonq ALSO ! knn !
hmphs * den after enqlish , went recess .
leonard treat me eat , donqhuat treat me drink (:
BLEAHS =pPp went recess whif joel , lynette && cherrie.
yupsyups ; den sian lorh . after recess maths period.
i hide in the toilet for 1 period. which is 1 hr. whif yahui (:
hahaha ! SKIPPED maths lesson . bleahs !!
den faster rush baq to class . lucky mdm liew haven come !
den science , aftr science , project werk .
sian lorh . den went hme liaos. reach home , dunno wanna
qo out or nurt lehs , aiyah honq qan lahs , father not at hme ,
den i went to bathe , chanqed whif to one4five.
met baby , ahhan , nic, jianqshi ! LOLS =x
thouqh i qo mit baby , but in my heart , i still havent fully
forqive him . its realli damn hard to forqive . ARGHS !
=pPp den weilun qorqor came after that toqether whif willy .
yupsyups den aiai came too (: ate ,, then went to lot1.
baobei haohao was there. ahjohn qorqor also . TEEHEES XD
elson abscond lurh ='( hais . fresh case. all of my frens , one by one
qoinq in RTC le. whie all of them dunno how to think siahs .
ARGHS * sad lahs , den a while , acc peiqi to duplicate her hse key.
den went hme lurh (: nth much happened today (:

todays horoscope : Loud, brash or obnoxious energies will distract you now -- you must act quickly.

Don't put up with things that make you uncomfortable today -- there's simply no need to deal with annoying people or situations. Your diplomacy skills are top-notch and up to the challenge of confrontation. Loud energy, obnoxious people and rude behavior are all unacceptable for you today. The most important thing to remember is that you need to act quickly to make things work. Holding on to your displeasure will only add to your stress and delay the solution.

I walked out from ur heart @ 5:08 AM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

today went to sch also (:
veri quai riqhts. haha !
hhm . firstly , went for assembly.
its like all of my frens sayinq that my
hair is dyed ?! DIAOS !
i alreadi dye back BLACK so many times?
still qurt colour. nabeh ! xP
den went for NAPFA test re-test .
cos the actual day i dint qo to sch ! LOL
damn tirinq . my stupid sit up i qurt 4o times.
quite alot lah . for that is A* (: yeps .
den pull up i qurt 1o onli. GRINS * >.<
standinq broad jump i tink shud be 153 bahs ?!
den shuttle run 12.3 TEEHEES ! XD
lastly , sit & reach i tink i qurt 4o plus bahs. nurt sure :DD
stupid lah ! my sports is BAD ! bleahs
hhm , i tink these few days i tink throuqh lurh.
if im happy , my day also pass ,
if im sad , my days will stil pass , whie dunt i be happy ?
in stead of beinq sad & anqri ?!
HAIS* after NAPFA test , i went to hme econs room
for my practical . HAHAHA :D
firstly , collect the potatoes & onions [ yucks ] & veqetables &
curry powder . den , i cut the potatoes , my fren cut the onion &
another fren stir the curry powder whif some water
to make it like qravy. yups ;
den after that , collect the oil & den heat up ,
after heatinq up , put the onions inside till it become translucent.
den pour the potatoes in. after pourinq in , stir and den put
the curry qravy in. smells qreat ! :DDD
keep on fryinqt till the potatoes are soft . den put the veqetables in.
the veqetable consist of carrot, corn, beans. den continue fryinq
till everithinq's cooked ! den qo collect the pohpiah skin.
and then wrapped. after that take all the wrapped pohpiah to the
front , my teacher helped us to deep fry it ! WOAH ~ ! so nice lahs ?!
hahahaha XD bleahs ! but i dint even ate one.
today didnt had my recess . no appetite. XD
jolenebaby & cherrie baby & lynette & euqenia meimei helped me
to finish it up & leonard and my rayhan baby ! all y nu-er & erzi (:
yups; DO YOU FEEL LIKE EATING ?! hahaha !
after recess went baq to class , enqlish lesson . quite relaxinq.
marcus is the clown everiday ! LUCKY stil qurt him !
den after that , science lesson. knn . damn boliao lorh.
copi notes ! but i love writtinq ((:
after that ,, mother tonque ! DAMN FCUKING RELAXING !
hahaha ! i love my chinese teacher ! haha XD
she liqhten up my day ! :DD
den dissmissed ! BLEAHS ~ went out of sch , saw qrace &
nic & yujun ! LOLS ! den my bus is here . i ran to catch up the bus
whif one of my fren . den stupid qrace walk so slow !
purposely one lorh . damn anqri. so i went hme alone.
prepare everitinq , went to lot. but im nurt in a qd mood today .
yups ; weilun qorqor qave me his small pillow today (:
the one he used to hab since baby ! HAHAS !
treasure lehs * hahaha ! but sorri. today i nurt in qd mood.
didnt see aiai today. miss her so muchie !
nobodi to share my problems whif. hais .
i dunt hafta prove to everione that im innocent. time will
prove everitinq . they like to believe others , let them be bahs.
i dunt qib a fcukinq damn to it alriqhts. one day you quys will
slowly reqret ! reqret for thinkinq that she's kelian OR STUFFS !
thouqh in iu quy's eyes , im the bad one . but its okay !
quess wad ?! i dunt nid yr trust ! hmphs *
the only one who`ll trust me is my aiai , no one else.
no one else can be trusted !
still one thinq , be yrself for who you are.
dunt hafta chanqe cos of pple's comment !
im nurt borned to be critisized . neither am i borned to
be bad-mouthed by others. dey aint my mother whie must they
comment on me ?! FCUKING BITCH !
hais. my life is in a mess now. who can help me re-create
a new life ?! only my aiai bahs. MIA whif her (:
qoinq to other place lurh. i can do it . YAY !
hhm . reach hme earli today cos i felt irritated beinq out today !
arqhs . hehees* bouqht a shirt today (: BLEAHS =pPp
bored now. nothinq to do lahs !
dunno how to express my fcukinq feelinq now .
DIRTY ARSE ! fcuk off please ! =pPp

today's horoscope : In a contest or game try to let your competitiveness take a back seat to kindness.

After a long period of sleeping soundly, your competitive nature is beginning to awaken -- and it has something very powerful to say. The trouble is, today isn't the time to start getting too combative with other people who may try to threaten your reputation. If you're involved in a contest or game today, rein in your impulse to steal the show. Be a gentle foe and treat all the people you encounter (no matter how threatening they may seem) with kindness and genuine warmth.

diaos =_= "
tiredtiredtired . =x
nth much to comment lurh.
spilled out everitinq to aiai.
im much more betta liaos !
thnks aiai :DD LOVES !

I walked out from ur heart @ 4:36 AM

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

today went to sch XD
actualli pontant durhs.
TEEHEES :DD
but stupid qorqor slpinq den his battery flat.
nvm (: i went to sch ! haha !
when i reach sch outside , i saw honqlinq (:
he on the way to sch also. chestnut (:
LOLS =x siansation ; ARGHS ~``went to sch.
do werk .slept durinq CME lesson . stupid marcus
bao toh me to teacher. haha XD
den ms fonq call me wake up.
but i went back to slp aqain . hu cares ?!
she also dunt care. hahaha XD
this teacher qd to bully ! HURRHURRs *
after that went hme lorh. i suppose to fetch nicholas
outside AVI at 4.3opm. but when i reached lot
at 3 plus , i forqot. haha =pPp
den he reached lot1 say i bomb him . LOLS =x
muahahaas ! tmr waitinq for him outside sch at 1.3opm
den qo lot toqether. i quess im wearinq sch uni to lot ?BLEAHS =pPp sian lah ! knn =x
reached lot 1 , saw huiyi , ninq darlinq , jeanette , lianqwei ,esmond . willy (: at mac.went in. talked to them , den mit eewin & weilun qorqor lorh.
yupsyups ; erhms . after that went up to kpool ,
ninqz darlinq went up after a while . den joanna & michelle
came . huiyi asked joanne sumthnq . she said " woah ! ytd powerhors " den joanne answered " ahboi arhs ? " no lah we jus frens "hhm . diaos =_=" wadd an arse ! bloody dirty arse .
the old boi came back ytd ! 24th july o6 monday !
hurhurs * nice show cominq up next ((:
nvmnvm . den darlinq brouqht me a bad news ?!
HACK CARES ! WHO THE HELL CARES ?! LOLS =x
den went dwn to level 1 to smoke. whif haohao baobei qorqor,beebee aiai , ninqz darlinq , yujinq , jeanette , ah john , huiyi.
den qinna_boi came. LOL i quickly pull jeanette to the toilet
whif me. seeinq him disqusted me lah ! arqhs !CRAPSS :DDDD
den i came out , he's still dere. waddahells ?!
hhm . nth much happened after that. iqnored him ? like i alwaesdo. and enjoy doinq ! HAHA !
takinq it as nth happened (:
beinq a happy & stronq qurl. den weilun qorqor asked me wadhappened ? i act as if i was ok. act as if im alriqht .but deep inside , im nurt. i told myself to be stronq .
by holdin back everythinq . i keep all my feelinqs deep inside.(: HAPPY qirl !den a while , went hme. qorqor accompani me qo wait for bus.
thnks qorqor. (:im a happy qirl . :DDD takekaires everione.

today;s horoscope : Romance and work will conflict, and you must keep your eye on the ball to get a hit.

There's always a lot of controversy surrounding workplace romances, but the bottom line is that you need to make the right decisions for your life. You know exactly what the best move is right now. You also know what your priorities should be, so follow them. Keep your eye on the ball and ignore what other folks have to say about you. This general principle is a valuable one to apply to all areas of your life. You know what you're doing -- trust yourself

i know wad im doinq. dunt teach yr mother how to fcuk !
i hafta trust myself.i did this decision & i will trust my decision madE !

I walked out from ur heart @ 5:31 AM

Monday, July 24, 2006

todays horoscope : What was the last hare-brained idea you had? Try it again now and it just may work.

In the past, you've had some wonderful harebrained ideas that were invented as you wandered along during interesting journeys. But some of them had to be left by the wayside. These forgotten inspirations may still have something to offer you, so revisit them today. Look back at some of your ideas (the nuttier the better) and bring them back to the front burner. Get them simmering again, and they might find a new place in your life. Sometimes you're ahead of your time.

I walked out from ur heart @ 6:41 AM

erms , reach hme lorh .
veri veri hunqry !!
HURRS *
cm hme cook maqqie mee~
i so pitiful . LOLS =x
erhms . jus browse throuqh my folders.
saw one of the pic me & qrace took
quite lonq aqo. . but haven upload (:
LOLS ! hm , today went to sch (: quai kia leh !
haha ! but 2.15pm den dismiss. usually
my friends cant even see my soul in sch on monday ?
ahahaha XD BLEAHS !
tmr qoinq to sch also (:
after dismissal , i rushed hme to qet myself ready to qo out?
YAY :D but suddenly moodswinqs. hais ='(
waddahells ?! hhm , den baby waited for me at kpool.
sian lah . hhm , missinq my dearrestboy jeffreyqoh.
wonder how's he inside. its been a lonq tym since i received
his letter ='(
den went to kbox whif baby. DIAOS ! baby say i becum veri
cold towards baby* hais. sorri baby.
i nort in the qd mood. summore i heard some thinqs which i
shouldnt hab heard. the old baby was back !
the same old thinq i heard abt you last tym * arqhs .
cant believe it. thouqht baby hab alreadi chanqed !
hhm , nvmnvm =)
ren yao kan de kai :DD stay happy !
after a while yy aiai came XD sinqsinqsinq lorhs .
aiai talked to me. hais .
sians ! whie is my moodswinq cominq baq ?!
i wana qo to sch ! MARCUS LEONG CAN MAKE ME LAUGH
like mad ! bleahs ! hahaha :DDD
hhm . watchinq the 9pm show now. bored ?!
1o qoinq to bed lurh. baby say wan call me. but didnt ?!
wonder whie. nvm (:
endinq here whif a BIG SMILE :DD

I walked out from ur heart @ 6:04 AM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

im yrs (: now & foreva !

my cute cute & sweet blusher (:

my mascara (: blusher , two bracelet & lipqlose !

waddahhels. jus finish bloqqinq then my com hanq ?!
knn ! damn dulan lahs !
today everitinq was fine.
except tat peiqi sister wasnt here.
hais. a biq war between her & peipei .
i quess both parties also sad bahs .
didnt wan my sisters to hab such biq misunderstandinqs ='(
hhm , went to lot 1 whitout mitinq anione ,
qrace dear cannort come out ! NBCB !
den weilun qorqor off hp leh . den cant find aiai & darlinq .
den jus qo lot see qurt who lorh . when i on the way ,
i thouqh of dinqdinq , den called her .
she say she`ll reached around 2 or 3 pm !
diaos . so lonq , den i rmbed eewin ! hahaha !
called her . she at one4five. asked her to qo lot .
i kept on hurryinq her. yet , she reached earlier ! HAHA
becum she hurry me ! LOLS =x
den went to more than words buy biscuit ! cos the wrapper
veri cute XD den eewin bouqht sweet (: blackcurrent !
nicenicenice :DD i so qreedy kept on snatchinq her sweet ~
BLEAHS ! den after that i went to the blues bouqht
a qolden shoelace . HAHA ! xD
same as my babyjolene :DD hhm , den went around ,
bouqht a new lipqlose (: new mascara :DD and a cute
blusher ! damn fcukinq sweet & cute lahs ! and two pearls bracelet.
erhs , tmr qoinq to sch (:
beinq a quaikia lurh . nurt qonna pontant.
onli one month one time :DD TEEHEES !
tmr weilun qorqor fetchinq me :D YAYS !
dunno he can wake up nurts. den tmr qurt to wait for my
underqround lover outside AVI ?! waddahells !
she qurt taiji siahs . today saw my underqround lover too (:
FERLYN ! haha XD
after tmr , everiday tues & thurs , nurt qonna skip enrichments.
den mon , wed & fri CCA (:
onli qo out on saturdays & sundays !
dunt miss me arhs =pPp wanna be quaikia.
summore everiday qo out also spent money only !
LOLS ! hhm , nth more to bloq. qoinq to bed lurh . if nurt
that NABEH CCB father qonna cor and kaobeh lurhs !
HMPHS ! i miss my peiqi sis & xueqi laoqonq .
and lastly , my baby (:

I walked out from ur heart @ 6:49 AM

Saturday, July 22, 2006

ehs. wad happened to me ?
i woke up so damn earli today.
haha (: lyk normal sch day, i woke up at
5.1oam. in fact earlier than the tym i alwaes
wake up. LOL =x
feelinq so bored. its 9.29am now.nth to do leh . arqhs.
ytd qurt stupid ssb doqqies.
fcuk the ssb !

weilun qorqor ,
you cannot surrender okays XD
must be stronq (:we`ll be dere to support you.
thouqh you`ve run for a veri lonq tym,
that you`re tired, this once , if you really qo in ,
i think iu cant see us for
a veri lonq tym lurh. i`ll write letter to you still.
but are yousure you wanna leave yr meimei in the lurch ?
qorqor , must take qreat cares.
eat more . see your body becuminq smaller
lurh . lyk willy. hahaha XD hhm , qurt chance den let iu see this (: takekares. meimei LOVES you !

darlinq ,
i see that you and bee qurt a lil closer lurh
happy for you. haha ! ytd blk shoppinq damn fun
lah , but i didnt any shoe. LOL =x
you arh , everitym dowan qo hme, yr mum kip
on callinq me, thouqh veri fan but nvm still can
tolerate. but if you nvr qo hme, yr mother wunt
qib you money , how you eat ?haiyohs. must qrow up ok !!
tink for yr mum also. she cares for you thats why she
naqs. my stupid mother. i buey tahan her alreadi
but i stil qo home on time riqht.
abt bee de thinqs , jus let it moves slowly as per normal
okays XD im sure he`ll slower feel ur qreat love.
muack. all the best !

aiai [ playqurl yy ]
i see that you`re so sad abt your sweet
i also sad. thouqh im also sad abt my
candy , but this is nothinq that we can do.
we can jus lie to our heart sayinq that we dunt
care. but deep inside , we`re hurtinq so much
riqhts. you alwaes deny arh . but i can see
durh. one day you didnt see sweet , it`s lyk
one whole year. thouqh i can see my candy.
but also no use riqht. nvm (: imma stronq qurl now.
playqurl yy you dunt hafta worry abt me lurh (:
i can hold baq my tears and slowly let qo.
playqurl AQ loves playqurl YY foreva !

lyrics. lyrics.
sonq title : you make me wanna.

everitim you see me wad do you see
i feel like im a poor man and you`re the queen
oh baby ~ you`re the only thinq that i really need,
baby thats why~
you make me wanna call you in the middle of the niqht.
you make me wanna hold you till the morninq liqht.
you make wanna love , you make me wanna fall ,
you make me wanna surrender my soul.
i know this is a feelinq that i jus cant fiqht ,
you`re the first and last thinq on my mind ,
you make me wanna love ,you make me wanna fall ,
you make me wanna surrender my soul.

hhms. nth to do now. so earli
quessed no ones awake bah :(
nvm. back to my sweet dreams after
bloqqinq (: YEPS (:
endinq here whif a qlloomysmile. =/

I walked out from ur heart @ 6:52 PM

today im havinq sucha bad mood.
dunt wish to talk abt it lurh (:
i`ll stay happy.
keep away all those unhapiness.
qood days qib me happiness.
bad days qib me experience ((:
endinq whif a smile.

I walked out from ur heart @ 8:22 AM

Thursday, July 20, 2006

darlinq ,
iu must be stronq. qet over bee
like how iu qet over yanq okays XD
yea. i noe iu`ve been hurt all these
while. when i was whif bee. iu`re hurt
too. but iu kept me in the dark.
iu tot i dunno . but from iur behavior ,
i can see that iu`re really qek xim that
time. hais.
love is laidat durh. feelinqs comes & leave
when iu didnt even realised it.
iu must be stronq towards this okays XD
i`ll be dere durh :D
i`ll keep iu updated abt him alriqhts.
take lorts of care. dunt forqet to eat.
kip on buyinq thinqs nvr care abt iur health.
hhm. MUACKS !

I walked out from ur heart @ 6:28 AM

teehees (:
i jus created new bloq wor.
tired of the previous one.
hahaha :D
erhs. nth to do now.
damn fcukinq dulan whif qrace lorh!
knn. arqhs.
today pontant tio spot by mummy.
hahaha ):
but mummy so disappointed.
cos last term i promised her not to do it
lurh ='( hhms. tmr hafta qo to sch.
sians. stil considerinq whether shud i
wear the japanese costume !
so paiseh lorhs. haha !
loveslovesloves (:

I walked out from ur heart @ 5:58 AM