heihei. im here to post after a lonq leave. LOL!.
so lonq didnt qet to use com liaos.
hmms. qort a bad news lah.
my dear broke up whif me. arqhs.
cos of some reasons. private && confidential.
wanna noe. come and ask me. yeps.
hais ='( i cried but i noe tears wont help.
i did somthinq which he hate alot. and he sentenced
me to death jus laidat without askinq for my explaination.
hais. i`ll wait for his letter duh.
arqhs. he chose to end our 1o month relationship jus becos
of a small mistake ive made. ='(
we`ve qone thruqh so much obstacle. all forqotten by him.
but also cant blame him nah. its all my fault.
he inside so xinq ku. i outside makinq him worri.
but i dunno which bitch or bastard everiday write letter
to him reportinq abt me. fcuk that person upside dwn and in&out and
round and round*
he/she is jus makinq fool of himself. brkinq a couple up makes him feel
hiqh. hahs :) so silly. nvm. forqet it. its all his choice to believe me or
nort i cant do anythinq. i really really do alot for this relationship luh.
the only thinq i can do now is chanqe myself back to the old
anqi i am and prove him wronq to save back our relationship.
but if i cant, i also cant do anythinq luh!. i`ll stay sinqle. hais.
monday went to sch (: tues sick. stomach crampcramp ! den wed
eye swollen !! arqhs. so didnt qo to sch. today also didnt qo cos i went to
see a doctor norh. den tmr ive qort MC !. yeps. but everiday still mitinq
sillyboi at mac in the morninq. yah!. >.<
anyway , me and david okk luh (: happyhappy. but thruqh this quarrells,
ive seen thruqh alot of true faces !. they see people qo duh.
hells. even the one i trusted most * it really disappoints me.
but lucky ive qort my darlinq & dinqdinq. the one who's by my side.
thouqh nort alwaes whif me. but they're quietly beside me.
and throuqh me&&dear's separation. ive seen thruqh another sister of mine's real
face. hais. whie is all these thinq troublinq me. arqhs.
really fcukinq disappointd. after all these ive learnt that REALLY no one can be trusted!.
hell life im leadinq. must well die. hai. dunno wad more to say.
its really saddeninq to see al these pple. their tail are cominq out man !.


#anqies.

in school now. qonna dismiss soon.
nothinq to do. hais.
xinq hen fan ='(
blurred visons. confused mind. sad taste of feelinq.
sourness. sadness. sillyness. FCUKING STUPIDNESS !
hais.
baby left. so whie shud i pester him nurh.
i shud leave him alone . his happiness is in his own hand.
i cant do much to him.
forqet it.
mayb i shud qo back to qan.laoqonq that bunch and never to appear
in tw aqain. its okay if my frens hate me.
sorri for hurtinq you quys my frens.
i`ll rmb those happy days toqether.
baby, i noe our olden days wouldnt be back.
so i shud not be so naive.
yah baby's riqht. pple shudnt pamper me too much or
i`ll take it for qranted.
by all means LEAVE ! its okay.
i`ll qrow up and think.
anyqay, thnks for everithinq

my horoscope for today : Your external and internal worlds are at odds right now ... so don't be surprised if you aren't quite sure whether you want to go out and paint the town red tonight or stay in bed and dig into a long, elaborate novel. If you can get yourself out in public, try to do that. That would be the wiser choice. Being alone may bring you comfort right now, but being among people will feed your soul in a very rewarding way. Sometimes you need to pop out of your shell whether you want to or not

BLEAHS =p
now at beebee hse. didnt qo to school today.
lol. qek stomachache. too tired cos reached hme
arnd 5 plus this morninq. hahs xD
then slpt till 2.15pm den forqotten that qrace wanna qo fetch me.
when she reached outside sch , she msq mi i say i at hme.
hells* sorry qrace. den went back hme to take my report slip. at clementi hme.
my mum said that my qrandma threw it away by accident. diaos !
damn anqri luh ! den a while went to one4five.
mit baby, zhiwei qorqor they all.
den aiai came (: TEEHEES XD
after that went to book barbecue pit but found out that RC open onli at 8pm.
diaos. HAAHAHA ! den walked back to beebee hse.
on the way, saw han. MUAHAHAHAAS !
den walked toqether. when we at beebee hse dwnstairs , saw a quy veri
quai lan den han qort problem whif him then fiqht.
so panicked, i called weilunqor den his hp cant qet thruqh. den called bee.
ddint answer. den aiai went all the way up to call bee .
Diaos. damn scari luhs ! den after finish beatinq , bee said dont nid follow them de
den walked back. HAHS *
now at bee hse slack luh then qo hme orhorh.
tmr qo sch xD BLEAHS =P

misses. babybaby*

erhm. jus reached hme. but is 665 yewtee de hme.
nort 69oD haha !
came here jus to play computer. BLEAHs =Pp
jus now went to 3o7 dye black my hair and reborn norh.
teehees XD then aiai also reborn. hhm. quozhonq came too.
whif nic. yupps .
hais. today whole day no mood norh. sian lahs.
qurl shoppinq today ! whole day whif aiai.
den alicia came to mit me too . den we three went to jp toqether
norh. fcukinq sian dere. hahaha !
heihei. den came back to lot 1 saw my lonq lost sister, sohboon.
no lah actually is lonq time no see only.
den wanqzi ask me watch movie whif him. but i didnt.
TEEHEES XD LOLS !
hhm. now playinq frenster && msn.
qtq. take care my frens. XDDD


anqies #

hhm. chattinq whif my wanqzi now .
while weilun chattinq whif baby.
i quarrelled whif baby .
hais. sian lah . cos of that stupid bah qay lah.
kept on ah shenq ah shenq.
beebee haven wake up .
dunno wanna qo town or nort lehs .
so sians. morninq baby call me , but when i reply
is around 1o plus le. he didnt reply me .
so tired && bored now.

endinq here.
sadded `
wanqzi && qonqzhu !
so lonq since we went back to our palace (:

today's horoscope :

A petulant or pouting friend ceases to be a burden to you today -- it looks like they've decided to grow up and start acting like an adult. This relationship has been a mixed blessing in your life, and right now might be a good time to decide once and for all how much further you want it to go. Mood swings are normal, but when they continue too long, you have every right to speak up and say enough is enough. Friendships should be a nourishing thing for both parties.

hhm. its 3.58am now. at beebee hse. he like wanna slp le.
waitinq for me to say bedtime story for him. haha ! LOLS !
weilun honqinq my meimei outside.
hhm. later qoinq hme luh .
chattinq whif baby && dylan now. and aiai.
and bah qay. lols.
kept on callinq my ah shenq sao. nabeh !
hhm today reach yewtee hme ,,
ATE ALOT ! veri veri hunqri. hahaha !
my qrandma cook rice for me ,, den qod bro bouqht eqq bread for me
from 7-11 . den qod bro cook maqqie mee for me.
LOL. qonna be a fat piq luh .
bleahs . hhm. tired .
mayb qoinq hme luh (:
nites everione. loves !

erhms. jus reached hme. hhm.
stickinq the nose pore cleansinq strip on my
nose. and the one for forehead and chin.
arqhs. pimples cominq out soon.
sleepinq at late hours everiday.
today went to buqis whif aiai . veri happy.
two qurls shoppinq. spent alot today.
HAHS * (: but whole day nort belli happy.
while shoppinq , thinkinq of another thinq.
haiyohs * den stomach pain lyk hell !
lucki we stopped for a while & have a drink & we ate
katonq laksa. XDD haha ! aiai order for me.
so qd :DDD
hhm. tmr qoinq back to yewtee lurh. so no chance to
update bloqs or frenster liaos.
heihei. baby forqived me liaos. XDDD
tmr morninq mit quozhonq qo trim eyebrown.
den qoinq back to yewtee put all my baranq baranq norh !
hahas (: den acc baby qo see lawyer.
after that den decide bah. wanna mit aiai ! & baobei hiaohiao too.
today bouqht two shirt. quite alike whif hiaohiao's shirt.
haha ! LOLS =x
hhm. so sian. stupid frenster so laqqie.


hols schedule.
- 5th sep TUES ` buqis whif aiai. mitinq xue er.
- 6th sep WED ` qoinq back yewtee.
sohboon jiejie birthday
trim eyebrown
acc baby qo see lawyer.
- 7th sep THURS ` qoinq town whif jolenejolene nuer XD
- 8th sep FRI ` sentosa whif jiejie && frens.
- 9th sep SAT ` mayb aiai celebrate her birthday
- 1oth sep SUN ` qo saloon dye back hair.
temp reborn hair.


heihei. lorts of proqramme. hope all turns out well (:
qoinq out now. XDD buhbyes (:
aiyah tired. dowan qo lurh.
mummy qo buy food for me XD teehees.
me fat fat fat luh ='(
wanna qo on diet lah !!!
fatty ! >.<
endinq here XD
qd nites everione.
minq tian hui qenq hao XD

today woke up at 9 plus. ytd slept around 6 laidat.
haiyohs. so tired. plus received a bad news.
all the way bad mood norhs.
but i quess whif aiai around , i`ll be fine and happy (:
den met aiai at mac at 12.3opm norh.
we both went to buqis . TEEHEES XDD
qurls shoppinq.
walk walk shopshop, smokesmoke. eateat.
stomach veri veri pain. hais buay tahan.
even i eat panadol also cannot tahan the pain.
lyk qonna die laidat. summore feel like vomittinq.
plus , sorethroat. hais.
tink im qonna be sick lonq time ! ARGHS *
den shopshop whif aiai norhs. spent so much money.
bouqht 3 shirt. one lace spaqetti , another brown beiqe de tee,
and another shirt same as hiaohiao baobei de :DDD haha !
hhm, den bouqht a hellokitty baq. so cute !
and hellokitty wallet. summore , buy MALBORO !
walk until half way , my 3 yrs ex called me. haha ! his voice is still the same?
low & funni. HAHAHA XDD
den ask for my frenster && msn email norh.
so qlad to received his call =DDD
den after that bouqht thinqs le went to mit xue er.
diaos =_=" she so funni && weird norh.
dowan to talk like veri paiseh laidat. den ask her sumthnq she onli answer
dunno dunno dunno. hahaha ! a bit dulan a bit weird de feelinq.
den i bouqht a shirt for aiai cos her birthday cominq.
yupyups ; now left whif 2 dollar onlil hahah !
hhm , endinq here. now at beebee hse.
playinq computer. update at niqht.

today came back to clementi.
ytd went to fish prawn at juronq.
haha :D but quite bored lah.
first day ah han so qood siahs.
hais. elson qo back le. hope he`s fine dere.
hhm. ytd fell asleep at beebee hse de sofa`
baby they all play majonq till morninq 7 plus
i tink. LOL =x but baby didnt wake me up !
but he veri qd. put 2o dollar in my baq.
qive me cab fare hme. hhm.
batokbatok. den went to 3o2 meet david norh.
and my dearest AIAI ! muackies.
tmr qoinq to mit a cute qurl xue er. and AIAI ! qo buqis.
teehees XD qonna SHOP SHOP SHOP ! (:
den after that went to lot. walk qo behind lonq john saw
alicia, haohao baobei, ah han , ah john, quozhonq, xbee.
den a while went to mac norhs. den haohao qo back luh,
me , alicia , yy && qrace went to popular. den qo ice lemon tee.
den went hme. quozhonq also qo hme.
reach hme le. jus now talk to eewin && qrace.
so lonq since we talked ! LOLS =x
now talkinq to qrace on fone && msn chattinq whif aiai only.
yupyups;
qdnites. cant slp siahs. ='(
SMOOCHES + HUGGIES *

today woke up around 5 plus then miit aiai at lot1 mac.
ytd went to OCH . haha ! whif lorts of pple.
and jiejie. DAMN SCARI !
lols. we went to EVERI part of OCH !
i damn fcukinq scared ! arqhs. nabeh !
i dowan qo in de . but they saw later somethinq happen.
AIYOHS *
den today after qoinq mac ,, went to 3o2 coffeeshop !
stomach veri veri pain !!! OUCH ! havinq my stupid monthly period !
nabeh` dunno tmr will come out norts.
cos stomach ache. only can use panadol to donq* my pain @ ='(
hais. xinqku lahs . ARGHS *
now at beebee hse. whif baby. ah qonq , ah han , beebee norh.
bored ! bored *
nth more to bloq. misses to YOU*
received letter from dear lurhs. (: HAPPYHAPPYHAPYY !!
hais . but worried abt sumthnq . HAIS !