THE BABY.
firstcry; 24o5
called; anqi
can be seen; mostly at lot1
described; love to be pampered by my baby.
loves; mybaby.
hellokitty.
candies.
self-abuse.
waiting for ur return.
SICKSICKSICK ='( fcukinq xinqku lor. knn =x ytd in sch felt a lil sick. but not veri sick lah. den went hme bathe , qo out. den at niqht , i felt a bit cold but i touch my forehead , neck. i was so hot ! arqhs . den went hme norh ! waddahells ? actually runninq out durh . but i fell asleep. really veri xinqku. used 3 blackets lah ? really veriveri sick lor. den i took the initiative to msq someone ? haha ! quess my sickness make me MAD ! haha ! diaos. today morninq woke up baby brinq me qo see doctor (: stupid qrace lah ! wait for her sister so lonq. den after i see doctor , rain ! veri heavily !! waddahell !? i veri veri veri fcukinq cold alreadi norh ! nabeh ! still rain ! knn. veri xinqku lorh . den after a while , i met aiai . felt better abit lurh. mayb cos i saw her bah ?! LOL =x no lah , cos i took my medicine lurh , so my fever qone dwn lorh (: yupp ; den after that went to lot1 whif aiai . haohao baobei also there. whif qerald , elson ohoh , they all lorh ! hhm . veri bored lah . wait wait wait . KNN ! at last tell me nvr come lot1 ! damn dulan . but at last still called .... ask .... where is .. ! hhm . den jus reached hme norh ! qurt a feelinq that i`ll received dear's letter ! MUAHAAHHA ! REALLY REALLY received lorh ! DIAOS =_="
dear wrote this : laopo da ren , dear arh, this is my 7th letter to you le, and i received about 6o over of yr letters =) so how's life outside, veri happi to know that you never pontant le. you outside must try ur best to concentrate on your studies, cannot qo lot1 also nevermind ma, still qot alot places can qo ma =) sian, i inside eat , sleep, missinq you, waitinq for ur letters, play basketball lo. very sian sia, dear, you wait for a few more months, MAYBE can see me at around october 2oo6 =), maybe only i'm still tryinq my best, u horz, outside quai yi dian la, i few days aqo received some letters from others tellinq me that you outside very nauqhty, drink beer la, very stubborn la, doinq thinqs that i don't like la, haizz, dear i really don wish you turn bad, i feel so useless when ppl tell me my laopo this& that, hope u`ll chanqe, it's because of me, than you will become like today, really hope you realised ur mistake, and don do it aqain. dear , realli hope taht you "wont qet drunk when i'm not around" dear you my laopo lehz, you outside, i inside, u druk how? who to take care of you, anythinq happen to you how? DEAR i realli worried alot for you, hope u`ll listen to me, play but have ur limits, i read ur letter, heard that you vomited abt 6 times, my heart realli hurts alot, dear at least tink about me, before you do anythinq, remember "don qet drunk when i'm not around" dear really sorry for makinq you suffer, i know that i'm wronq. But i need you to be stronq, there's no qrills or walls, that could make me spirit falls and theres no cell or dorm that can stop my love from qoinq on, Althouqh i may not be there, but in my heart i always care. theres never a day, i let you fade away, i love you dear, theres only you in my heart and i hope we`ll never part, at niqht when i close my eyes and recall back, those time we`re toqether, i can't 4qet, you were always there when i'm stress, you were also there when i'm sad, you've always tried ur veri best to prevent me from turninq bad, But aqain and aqain i`ve make you sad, doinq thinqs that you never expect. But now with you by my side, i will keep those promises i`ve promised u. dear i really miss you alot lehz, anqi, wenshuo zhen de hen xianq ni !!! dear we all fine inside, some of us qot fiqht but never tamba, dear i never fiqht horz, really really, you must trust me, if anythinq happen to me, i will tell you de , promise , i wont lie to you de, hope you won't lie to me also, Dear i really trust you alot, hope you won't disappoint me, i inside qood lo, so many friends inside , you de chi , you de shui, not bad lo =) But without you i really can't qo on, as now i`m writtinq this letter, i also veri sad, jus hope that "you won't qet drunk when i'm not around" WOW, dear you qot new friend arh, what brenda and what natasha =) i've received the birthday card le, Veri happy sia =) and ur photo and many of urs letter. i received the birthday card on 15th july. Very happy sia, dear i miss you alot lehz, HOW !!! dear you dream that i qot homeleave then don't care about you izzit, i pormise when i qo out i`ll treat you million times better, and pampers you like how i treat my most precious person in my life. Study hard. dear you last time never cherish me, qive me attitude, scold me , i also don't mind, Because i really love you alot, i`ve always try my very best to tolerate your princess attitude, just to wish that our relationship will last lonqer, when i`m out, i`ll try my best to make you the happiest person on earth, and meant back all those scars, left in ur heart, no one can ever replace ur place in my heart, i meant it. times past so fast , we toqether for 8 months le, theres so much ups and downs, and i`m qlad that ur still with me, must rmb you still have a ai ni de laoqonq in rtc, so behave well, i love you my dear. be patient waitinq for my letters, sometimes slow , sometimes fast, but i`ll rite to you de, won't write to other qal la, Siao, i also tionq xim you lehz =) dear, in jus a few months , i`ve chanqe alot , in size =) and in brain, i become more clever le hor, and my enqlish also very tok konq hor =) but chinese die lo, really very xinqku cannot see ur beautiful face, for so lonq, haiz ya, i very wuxim horz, rite so lonq and nice, hand very cramp lehz, but for your sake, hand cramp also nvm la, one month rite 2 time nia, DEAr I WONT FIGHT de, don worry, i won't tamba de, wont let you wait so lonq de, i miss you dear, you sent me the picture , the staff will keep. but i can qo take a look sometimes de lo, remeber what you promised me hor, MUST be "clean" till i'm out hor, i don wan 2nd laopo, don break those promise you promised me, i`m proud to have you by my side, supportinq me, care for me, and stop me from doinq case. only you can stop me from doinq case. even my family members also cannot. in ur next letter , tell me exactly how you qot banned from lot1 and who baned you. need any help ask me sister and johnson ok.. and tell elson they all thanks for the birthday card i miss them too, dear hope you`ll be loyal waitinq for me, 18th months will past, jus tolerate the pain for the time beinq, i will be out soon. thanks for the exercise book, i qo out pay you back =), ur pocket money is for you to buy thinq eat, not buy thinq for me, don waste ur money for me le, remember what i told you? i will never use ur money de.. i already very quilty le, come in, throw you alone outside, it's enouqh le, i`ll qive you thousand times better of happiness when i`m out, shi ni de jiu shi ni de, bu shi ni de jiu bu shi ni de. i want ni shi wo de forever =) try ur best to wait. take care of urself, cos i really care for you. "wenshuo ai anqi yi bei zi" muacksss. nothinq qonna chanqe my love for you my dear princess. from : anWENqiSHUO a.l.a.p
lols ! happy after readinq it. but my fever like cominq back aqain lurh ? feelinq damn cold now. FCUK ! forqot to take my medicine siahs ! waddafcuk lah ! knn ! hhm , endinq here, takinq my medicine den let my sis use com lurh (: niqhts everione. missinq you !!!! muacks ! thnks for today (:
