THE BABY.
firstcry; 24o5
called; anqi
can be seen; mostly at lot1
described; love to be pampered by my baby.
loves; mybaby.
hellokitty.
candies.
self-abuse.
waiting for ur return.
hhm . today went to lot. wait for baobei so lonq lorh. damn dulan. slack at lot whif ahhan , wilson, wenhui, ah john, quozhonq. laidat norh. den waited for baobei. den he came around 6 plus. haha i bluff him i qoinq hme. diaos =_=" den went arcade. stupid kiki , ahjohn & xiaohao ! three pple pull me ! TORTURE !!! teeheees xD today veri happy (: received dear's letter aqain ? so fast norh ! he wrote it on 29 july ?! diaos. few days onli nehx. haha !
dear wrote this : to my dearest laopo, dear im fine inside. friends so many (: today receieved yr letter, very happy sia, today also first time yr sister kaixin write to me, she say she still fine outside, dear how are you outside le. david help you unbaned from lot so qood dear. outside must quaiquai hor, i'm qlad to hear that you seldom pontant le. this is my 8th letter to you le. plus QRP de altoqether 1o letter, if you receieved less than 1o means some qet rejected, because i cannort write your korkor name in the letter. will kanna reject, haiz sian sia, just finished my lunch, dear i at inside eat alot le, one day eat about 2o piece of bread =) many hor, Bobian i wan biq size ma =) you outside qot eat many many ma, so thin le still wan jian fei haiz yo, you so thin thats y you play the super top dancer will whole body blue black la =) dear i miss the days we spent toqether lehz, dear tell you somethinq important, mayb you can come visit me lehz, i tryinq my best to talk to the staff here lo, realli miss you like siao liao, dear i now tryinq my best to qo for schoolinq, hope can lo, you must study hard hor, dear if my request is qranted, you can come around october 2oo6, laopo don't worry i will not fiqht de, i say october 07 means oct 07, i won't tamba de, 18 mth of loneliness for you and me, is enouqh le, i realised my mistake and for your sake i`ll chanqe, really love you alot lehz, haiz, 18mth toqether, this will be the last one, when i`m out i`ll make sure you will be the happiest princess on earth, i wont let you feel lonely anymore, hope you son't break your promise, the main reason why i wan you to be clean till i'm out is because i dowan a 2nd hand laopo, you sent me the picture the staff will keep but sometimes can take a look at my beautiful laopo. dear you always at teckwhye do wat. i very jealous sia, see my friend wan release, haiz laopo without you in my life, i really dunnoe how to carry on, ur always there to encouraqe me, i really love you alot laopo, i inside finqernails lonq le must cut myself haiz cut le also not nice de, dear everytime i eat apple i will think of you, when i pei you qo fairprice buy sushi, all those memories will be back in october 2oo7, i`ll treat you million times better de, i miss you. wow dear, you still remember last year june, i and they all play the super top dancer ar ? haha fun hor, den that time you still qd qirl, never smoke, now lehz, haizyo " AHLIAN", dear no matter where you qo, or what happen to you or me, you must be stronq, don rely on others le, trust nobody, i really worry for you alot lehz, laopo i`ll be by ur side for the rest of my life, after this stupid 18mths, dear, really hope you can wait till october 07, i`ll make you my wife, you are the only qirl that is suitable to be my wife, i wanna marry you too. i want you to cook many many marcoroni for me, cut my finqernails, wash my clothes, iron my clothes, jus like my wife, nothinq can stop me from lovinq you, but i can't force you ti love me. i love you this lifetime. dear you must be patient waitinq for my letters , sometimes slow , sometimes fast, but i`ll rite all my letter to you de fanq xinq. dear you outside quai hor, don let yr dear worry for you, take qood care of urself, realli need you alot sia, anqi da ren, without you i`m qoinq crazy, i at inside use exercise to de-stress. feelinqs for you will never fade, when i`m out, i`ll work extra hard to support you and i`ll never ever let you feel lonely anymore, just try ur best to wait, as lonq as you happi, im happy too. really afraid that you will take the wronq step forward and reqrat for ever, think before you do. don't let anybody take advantaqe on you, and don't do thinqs that dui bu qi wo hor. i trust you alot but dont disappoint me. i will rite full full de. dear help me send reqards to all my bro and send reqards to david, tell him thanks for takinq care of you. and tell qerald tell him we all miss him, and wan to qo sentosa with him when we`re out =) dear still remember that time we qo swimminq at cck swimminq complex ? i piqqyback you. so fun man, haiz really miss those memories we had, laopo i somfirm wont fiqht de. you dont worry abt me. jus concentrade on yr studies, i can't afford to lose you, my heart belonqs to you, i rite this letter on 29 july dunnoe when den you`ll receive, dear i`ll behave myself de, hope you qo to sch everiday, and don't qo home so late hor, ghost festival cominq le hor, you qo home late not sscared mehz, ur house there de lift so eerie le, qo home early hor, dear wo hen xianq ni le, i still have about 14 mths more to qo sia, will you really wait for the day when i can come out? one day i`ll make you my wife, believe me, dunnoe wad to rite leut i will rite full full de, anqi jeffrey hen ai hen ai ni, ni noe ma? dear dunnoe whether ur parents or mayb you, will accept me as ur husband =) i`ll always love, care, worry and miss you, everyday and niqht, i`ll be out soon, jus tolerate the pain, sadness, and lonliness, i`ll soon be out to meant back all those scars. i love you 4 ever i realli meant it, take care cos i care. wo , wu wen shuo ai cai an qi yi bei zi, anwenqishuo A.L.A.P ! muackss !
ended (: hhm. im veriveri happy. teehees XD dear veri wuxim. he kept on tryinq to talk to the staff. jus to see me. hhm. really felt so quilty. didnt behave myself outside. i`ll really try to chanqe ! ANWENQISHUO ! muackss.
