My mood : Disheartening.
Time & date : 7.37pm + 1oth jan
School was bored today. 2hrs of F&n. Mrs vincent Black cat.
GRRRR~!! Hais. Today after school, took cabbie home.
Very bored. Not tired at all. So decide to come out lor.
aiai's phone no money. So difficult to contact her.
Den meet ah y & jasmine go lot1. hmmms.. Slack at lot1.
Den walk walk, Talktalk, Smoke smoke.
Heard some unplesant things again. I must really accept that
my life was meant to be like that. What to do ? Nothing !
There's really NOTHING i could do! Can someone teach me how to
continue living my life? Fcuk man!
Should i give up ? But i really cant let go. He alwaes leave me alone.
Suffering with all these tortures. These is not wad i want!
They almost always picked the best time to drop the worst line.
Baby always make me cry.. Everyday at night.
Hais. Depressed. Really no one to talk to already.
After hearing all those unpleasant things, i went home immediately after
buying my stationaries. When i was on the way home.
I was alone. Though the noise pollution those passer-by made was quiet loud,
but i just feel so quiet in my heart. I feel that i was lonely. Feel that im
always being fooled. The only one i see standing here with me is the only soul within me. I Feel that everyone's actually putting on a fake
mask! I feel like crying. So badly! Really~ GRRRR~!!!
Sigh* Let me accept tht my life is just like that. I dunt wish to bring it up anymore. I'll forget it in a few days (:
Now i reached home ler, Very sad. But kept acting strong.
Hais. Think i should go have a rest after a cool bathe.
Goodnights everyone (:
Smiles.
